Saturday, May 12, 2007
why must...
i really hate this kinda thing..
i love someone on my left.
i must treat someone on my right well.
i'm in the middle, between.
duh.
but left doesn't like right..
and right says because of left,
right became not so important.
i really hate this fucking thing.
its true i put left first before right.
but sometimes,
i really don't know how to put to left.
as it will make left so pissed and fucked.
left and right are important.
sometimes,
or rather most of the times,
right is unreasonable.
and left can't stand..
i'm in between.
i don't want to be sad.
i don't want to cry.
i don't want to be in between.
fuck.
i know only left brings me happiness.
but..
can my left lead a way out to me?
can my right be more understanding?
i'm really pressured.
can my dad come back?
i really need you daddy..
cuz i guess,
bottomline,
nobody understands me.
and everyone is just saying, heck la..
if you were me daddy,
please guide your daughter's path to enlightenment.
i really need it.
i pick up a stone.
i speak to it.
i speak thy words of sadness and confusement.
i close my eyes,
i close this palm of mine,
i breath out..
i throw this stone into the sea.
and hopefully,
the waters will wash away all the sadness.
weareone ♥
10:35 PM
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