Thursday, January 25, 2007
heart to heart talk..
had a nice heart to heart talk with dar..
and after weeks of self reflection alone with myself..
i realise, dar is always and will always be the first in my heart.
yes, i don't really understand his job scope.
i don't understand the stress he's facing..
i don't understand the responsibility he shoulders..
but i'm really trying my best to.
baby's trying.
and we know together,
if love is there, nothing gets in our way.
for you are entire world to me.
i'm always putting on a smiling face..
cuz it's better to be happy than to frail.
lost my father since i was 16..
6 months later, lost my granddad..
another 3 months later, lost my aunt.
i picked up myself.
and told myself..
that i'm gonna treasure the man beside me.
as i've got no others to turn to.
or rather a shoulder to cry on
till i've met dar.
guess what.
till now..
i have yet to grieve over my dad's death.
didn't dare step in temple he used to go.
cuz i will break down and cry.
whenever i quarrel with mum,
i think back of him.
and cry again.
cuz there's nobody to protect me.
but it's different now.
i have my dar.
i will just have to think about dar.
and smile!
so just to say..
life's short.
thank the person dearest to you and those whom have helped you along the way.
of course,
thank you darling for sharing the ups and downs with me.
no matter what impossibilities are there, we will try together as one.
if there's a will, never give up,
there's a way.
love,
baby.
weareone ♥
11:33 PM
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