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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
disappointed...

mood is down to 000000000!!!!!!
after a good day in the morning..
and to think..
my brother have to kill it.
argh..............................................................................................
shouting!!!
shouting!!!
cindy smsed me..
asking me whether i was the one who disturb her..
what the hell..
i was so busy the whole day..
how on earth i got the time today to disturb her...
brother msn me..
talked to me.
ask me again..
was i the one disturbed cindy with a different number??
OMG...
for goodness sake..
i'm not a childish freak..
bo liao freak...
idiot freak...
nothing to do freak...
attention seeker freak...
whatever freak i can't think of now...
to....
disturb her WITH A DIFFERENT FUCKING number!!!!
i hate to be suspected..
i hate to be blamed..
for SOMETHING THAT I didn't do at all..
moreover...
it's my brother..
someone that know me for long...
oh..
somebody..
please......
just slammed me down...
OMG...
Im just disappointed..
Utterly...
omg...
i cannot stop omging...
shout it out again!
DISAPPOINTED!
shout it out again!!
DISAPPOINTED!!
shout it out again!!
DISAPPOINTED!!
am i much better now?
no.
argh!!!!!!!!
what the hell..
I CANNOT BELIEVE IT...
MY OWN BROTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
suspecting me.
i'm not LOH SOH.
try it if somebody you trust so much..
suddenly lose the trust..
and in turn suspect u.
faint...
all right...
i know what to do.

isolated from the island..
from the bitterness and sorrow
of its surrounding..
be it sky or the earth..
just think breath............

i'm so much better now..
that's my way of calming now..
it's not christianity or catholism or religious..
just some words that able to calm me down..
but still..
the ache is there..
shall sleep with the ache..

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